With Flowers and My Love Zine

With Flowers and My Love

Both Never to Come Back

This is a very personal zine I've made about my experiences with being online, loneliness, porn and self destructive practices. Please make sure to read the content warnings before purchasing.

There are two PDF files, one black and white low res and one colour high res.

Please Read With Caution

Content Warnings

Written and visual depictions of:

• Pornography,
• Strong language,
• Misogyny including internalised misogyny,
• Kink,
• BDSM,
• Self-harm,
• Suicidal ideation,
• Description of an imagined murder,
• Sex work mention,
• Misgendering of myself.

This is an account of how I used the internet to sexually self-harm.

This zine is about my personal experiences, motivations and feelings.

I do not represent or speak for anyone other than myself.

This is a confession, an admission, a therapeutic vomiting of experiences.